Body. I worship your body like I am to worship a cataclysm—
with such awe, fear, and zeal that is of everything I truly hold
dear.
And I worship a body of mine too; and I worship the body which is
our body: entwined, absurd, mighty and radiant.
Eyes with which to touch and ears with which to feel, nostrils with which
to hear your plea, and hands with which to see and make you kneel
before the breeding heart that pumps lifeblood across and about
the human branches. Such body I do worship, and I expect
my fellow men and women to worship such endeavours as well:
the honey-dripping sheath of love and the milk that’s fit to spring
and swell. Your riverbed, dried in the morning, seeks the mainmast,
urging my ship to sail upstream—
heavens of cum I shall pour within and over your skin. I shall fetch
crystalline nights in which to hide and come together.
Under a blanket of smooth leather where my hardwood sleep
wakes to reach, my skin and your skin colluding with ashen bosom
in an ample ashen kiss—
those dimples behind your smiling lips, your feral teeth dashing
for a taste, my coarse and bulging ribcage, the locking of our brains
releasing sound waves to eclipse our once distorted vision, first
grasping, then delivering with the utmost precision a pathway
that bids us into better and vibrant sways.
Such body I worship; my children and your children,
I expect them to worship such body as well;
cruel, unyielding, obscene, crushing, impenetrable,
cleaved, pollinating, boiling, glacial,
in bloom.
Then at once my friend, extend your limbs to meet gladly
the body waiting for your vigour. Women who open their
chests and their maternal cradles to the robust flair of your sex
and men who are neither faint nor flaccid but desirous
and frank down their navel.
I hold dear the one who gives herself to me as if she were giving
away the richest fruit from her highest tree: her body is to be bitten,
tasted, immersed in, made to quiver, clenched, and then released
until all creation can mirror and feast on this jolted unison.
And I shall give my fruit and my seed to her as well: wide-smiled,
I am the one worthy of her, for I shall not falter before the archway
of our junction.
Even though it creeps in and even though it strikes, untimely and
unruly, foraging hopes and hunting desires, coveting blood and
trailing each sense out of the dense skin of the forest—
needles and seedlings lumping our throats, muscles spasming,
ferns and dead foliage binding our branches, roots quaking.
It’s in our nature; it runs us deep and grips us in.
My love, do you fear the day our embrace becomes water?
Because I fear the burning other, the barren and dried trade
like a dull and unconcerned handshake, a whiff of perfume
on a shade,
or simply to look into the glass and exclaim, as soon as the deed is over:
nothing more I wanted, and don’t you look upon me with eyes of a lover.
And if this be the case, I shall perfectly steer free from it
On the contrary, I shall welcome the terror and pain to be sipped
from each other’s moist lips, for I fear no change nor desire the chain
of distance; for my seas are tempestuous and boiling, and my kingdom
cannot be known by name; it is a kingdom where two bodies, her body
and the body mine, can dance and surge without fear or shame.
Then let the untamed beasts say: “This human lot has finally claimed
their own pleasure as such.” The body itself, whole, perfect, imperfect
hollow, stuffed, kissing, defecating, masterful!
This enlightened ruler, ruling of its own accord and devoid of anguish,
angst, and defilement. Such body I wish to witness. And I shall indeed
act and behave so that comes the day when even grace be depraved.
A deliverance of souls, the moment bodies awake to their power and
their misery! A deliverance of hearts, the moment bodies sleep until
the very end of their rhythmicity! And myself and the one I hold
dearest, closer, nearest, we shall be ready,
ready to scatter joy and fulfillment from our orifices, water falling
on the prickly, thick-headed zealots of decency.
On that day, you shall witness no more lonely parts from her or from me,
but a gathering of trust such that my fronds and hers shall mingle well together.
To crush; and to be crushed by; the body you hold dearest—
and to labor so that this body shall know all pleasures and the sanctity it has inscribed;
to collect and wreathe its lonelinesses with the most luminous binding;
I anxiously wait for such majesties. I, patient, I join my limbs with limbs I love
and detach and rejoin once more! Save me from faces and arms littered
with restraint and frigidity, but grant me a mind that cherishes his or her
body and its deliciousness—
that is to me the only validity.
(From Poems. 2016-2018)